Happy Two.Ohhhhhh. Twelve .....Clean slate,Clear mind and an Open heart

Well It's been a min since I wrote anything I wanted to blog then but I wasn't ready, but now I am New Year but the same me. I'm going into this year with an Clean Slate: What ever happened in the past to the people that pissed me off, treated me like shit, did me wrong and hurt me. Basically idgaF anymore I'll let it go and just live  I cant hold on to grudges.They'll go on with life and I'll still be upset I refuse to let anybody hold me back mentally.Clear Mind: "Ain't no feeling like being free with yo mind made up and yo hearts in the right place"My mind is clear and free of all negativity.Opened heart: I am willing to embrace and accept all Good things in my heart.2012 LEGGGGGGGOO!!!!!!!!

My Get Away and My Favorite Place.

Oceanside,CA on left and Long Beach ,CAon the rightI actually took both of these pictures and combined them as oneas you guys rock with me, you'll see a little more of my amature photography =p

 I love the beach any time of year.
If i could go to the beach everyday
I would it's a peaceful,relaxing and it gives me
time to think. If i'm down, upset, or just out of it
I go to the beach because it
takes me to another place even if its just for
the moment @ home it'sLong Beach(CHERRY)When down in So Cal its OCEANSIDE

Los Angles, CA on the left Long Beach ,CA on the right

 I was raised in LBC
lived in LA For a while, all my fam is in LA but when
I was younger my mom chose to move us to LBC which is
one of the best things she eva done i love it so much...
I've lived a couple different places around CALI and across the country but
But I always end up back in Long Beach.....
Long Beach is where the  <3 is

This is my Beautiful Chaos and I'm Kenya Marie

Hi My name is Kenya and I am from Long Beach Cali. I'd like to  say I'm a young Black female at the age of 26years old.I am a full time college student on my way to becoming a Social Worker. I have been writing my dreams,fears, secrets thoughts, and feelings down for years.I've always felt that it was easy to express myself through a pen,Let's just hope it's that easy to share me with you through a blog.Starting a blog has been on my mind for about a year now.There were so many questions I was faced with from within.What do I blog
about?,What do I want to focus on?. Do I want to encourage young women?, Do I want to  share my mistakes/lessons learned?Do I want tell my story, that people barely know?,Am I really going to speak my insecurities out loud? Would what  I have to say matter to anyone else?Do I want to blog about today's issue?,Do I want to talk about me and my everyday struggles and successes as a college Student Do I want to blog about the latest fashion?Would I like to talk about the music I love old or new? Would people be interested  in make-up and lipsticks enough, as I am to read a blog about it?I want to to talk about safe sex and love but where do I start? Do I want to let the world know my struggles with  my sexuality trying to please everyone else but my self.? Do I want to put my business  out there relating to family,friends and relationships? Well I finally decided on a topic and I've answered every question that I had and more. I'm blogging about it all, It all relates to who I was,I am, and I'm still becoming as person.My life can be crazy at times everything can be so out of order and missing pieces to the puzzle called life.In my life Iv'e had moments that has been hurtful,painful,shocking,unforgivable,unbelievable,sad, lonely,happy,excting ,spontaneous lucky, grateful,unforgetable,proud, thankful...and the list can go on.In my Chaotic life 90% of the time I somehow
see the beauty in it all.This is the "beauty in my chaos."