Hi My name is Kenya and I am from Long Beach Cali. I'd like to say I'm a young Black female at the age of 26years old.I am a full time college student on my way to becoming a Social Worker. I have been writing my dreams,fears, secrets thoughts, and feelings down for years.I've always felt that it was easy to express myself through a pen,Let's just hope it's that easy to share me with you through a blog.Starting a blog has been on my mind for about a year now.There were so many questions I was faced with from within.What do I blog
about?,What do I want to focus on?. Do I want to encourage young women?, Do I want to share my mistakes/lessons learned?Do I want tell my story, that people barely know?,Am I really going to speak my insecurities out loud? Would what I have to say matter to anyone else?Do I want to blog about today's issue?,Do I want to talk about me and my everyday struggles and successes as a college Student Do I want to blog about the latest fashion?Would I like to talk about the music I love old or new? Would people be interested in make-up and lipsticks enough, as I am to read a blog about it?I want to to talk about safe sex and love but where do I start? Do I want to let the world know my struggles with my sexuality trying to please everyone else but my self.? Do I want to put my business out there relating to family,friends and relationships? Well I finally decided on a topic and I've answered every question that I had and more. I'm blogging about it all, It all relates to who I was,I am, and I'm still becoming as person.My life can be crazy at times everything can be so out of order and missing pieces to the puzzle called life.In my life Iv'e had moments that has been hurtful,painful,shocking,unforgivable,unbelievable,sad, lonely,happy,excting ,spontaneous lucky, grateful,unforgetable,proud, thankful...and the list can go on.In my Chaotic life 90% of the time I somehow
see the beauty in it all.This is the "beauty in my chaos."
